I have been very upset lately. About global warming.

seriously.

I've cried, my stomach has been in knots, my entire weekend, basically, was ruined by global wamring.

I realize how important it is, but, at the same time, how stupid that sounds, and that's why I'm saying it. Me saying "I've been very sad lately. About global warming." and realizing how ineffectually childish that is, is pretty much the only cure I've found for this inhibiting (I won't yet say debilitating) anxiety. That and listening to old french pop on my ipod while watching a 2 year old boy sing old mcdonald and pretending he was lipsynching to Jane Birkin. When his mom went to look at the map, he didn't listen to her and stay seated but instead fell on his HEAD when the train lurched to a stop. His mom being euro, she didn't bug out about it, but everyone on the train was very concerned. I missed most of the action. I was crossing out clauses and altering punctuation in a dance review in the times, distracting myself from what I'm certain is certain doom. The result:

Goldberg knows history.
But as demons "Belly Tap for World Peace"
(night at the Blue Mountain)
tap and schmooze.
She calls them.
Storytelling and political banter as dancing.

Time.
Goldberg in a ring with paintings by Owen.
Paradise before Adam and Eve arrived.
A little photo of
the stars and souvenir wars, men, Howard Zinn and a pomegranate.

Goldberg does not fit.
"A celebration of the female form" she says
Grandmother's Ancient Rituals and Healing Power of...
describes her bible.
"I've got plenty for to celebrate."

Mischevious feet chattering along,
complex and basic
rhythms and steps
many Goldbergs about personal and professional life.
Frequently dressing
the audience,
performing comes.

Find rhyme
snug subjects
- Mikhail, Hines...
Maurice discloses that,
just as her mother claimed,
A Jewish woman, waiting for God
seeing the possibilities
an act.
Who?

Its possible I'm sort of unbalanced. For the moment, at least my medicine is a newspaper that costs a dollar and is recyclable.